Warning: Expect foul language. I often blog when sleep deprived, and even when I'm not sleep deprived I cuss.
Warning the second: TMI often occurs. Read at your own risk. Feel free to laugh at my expense (I know I do!).
Warning the third: I suppose I should just put a general Trigger Warning here. I talk about mental illness (Anxiety, panic disorder, depression, social shit), abuse (rarely), and my fucked up relationship with food. And...other things. Actually, just consider this a general warning: If you might be triggered by things, you probably should read no further.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012


So insomnia is not doing my performance in school any good at all. Of course, I have a sneaking suspicion that school is the primary reason for the nights I get the least sleep. Why do I think this? Because the nights before school are the nights I get the least sleep. Or no sleep. Being up for 30 hours is NO fun without a drinking body to double things up. Ever sleep depped and partnered it with alcohol? Epic. Also the most likely way I will end up sick the next day. But my drinking buddies are in another state :( :(. Oh well.
Being unemployed has turned me into an even harder core nerd. My light reading lately has been on gender politics in Korea...Yay! It's both interesting and depressing. At least we're done with the story of Genie in Linguistic Anthropology. That shit is depressing as *HELL*. Doubly depressing because it's all true *sigh*.
Because of my sleeplessness I haven't been able to watch much kdrama, because my eyes are too blurry to follow the subs, and even when my eyes aren't blurry I have to keep rewinding because my brain is blurry. I just canNOT follow story lines. It's sad to me that Bleach is the most intellectual thing I can watch right now (when I can read subtitles).
I've also been watching the Canadian show "Lost Girl". I actually heard about it over a year ago at Tom and Vendy's new year's party. It sounded vaguely interesting and I promptly forgot about it (disintegrating marriages have this annoying habit of being distracting). I'm kind of on the fence. I think if it was a book I would just like it. I'm not sure what I think of it as a TV show. I am LOVING the human sidekick though. Seriously, she is the best and most interesting character on the show. She is hilarious, but she has depth too. She's this show's Claudia...sort of...if Claudia were a kelptomaniac and stuff.
So tired. I have to keep reminding myself that napping WILL NOT HELP. . . *whimper*


  1. I just discovered "Lost Girl" now that it's being shown in Les Etats-Unis, and I love it, a bit.

    I also love that you call Vendy "Vendy" with no antecendant, and that it's my fault.

    1. When she's intoxicated she calls *herself* Vendy.
      Well, I would tell you that the show has already been renewed for a third season up in the Great White North, so that should make you happy ;).